Anyway, it is back to the normal everyday routines along with incorporating what I know I need to do. Seems easier now.
I did a meditation and got out The Vanessa Tarot (Lynyrd Nariso) and drew three cards with past, present, future in mind.
Been a little lost at times looking towards the past and although that can be a good thing in order to figure out who you are and the why ... got stuck. In order to get back to the present and back on the path, an enormous amount of focus and control is needed. Be a warrior. In the end, with a change of thinking, acting on ideas, moving forward will be the result. Yes, it will be with hard work and challenges but so worth it.
On a different note, tomorrow is Remembrance Day but also my dad's birthday. He would be 91 if still with us. He passed 6 years ago just after his birthday on Nov 15. My dad was in the military until he retired at age 50 and began a second career as an accountant. He is remembered for his service in WWII and for the many years after. He is remembered as my daddy ... miss and love him.
always and forever ....