I allowed myself to get lost in it. Hard not to. My emotional strength is needed to be there for others. There is no hesitation to my offer of support, love and strength. Once alone, that strength disappears into the universe. I question it all. Universe, some answers please.
No one ever said it would be easy. But I never thought it would be this difficult. And not for myself, as I am used to difficult, but for the ones in my heart. Some simple joy is in order. Some smiles again.
to better days ahead ...
