Anyway, July is almost here. I have lots of vacation time over the next three months and this is going to be my time to figure out exactly what it is I want now that life has changed. No, it is me that has changed. Changing. Moving forward with a new me. Maybe not so visible on the outside but certainly within.
I am keeping to my word of using decks that have been stuck away. Today got out Vision Quest Tarot by Gayan Silvie Winter and Jo Dose.
Based on what I said above, I decided to do a three card spread. The first card is the essence of my question; the second card is what hinders me; and the third card is what helps me.
Here are my cards:
I started to cry when I saw these cards. All that emotion staring back at me and oh so true. But yet so very helpful. Especially the words written in the LWB about Five of Water "The veils of ignorance are being lifted. An illusion you have created and clung to now slowly dissolves, as it must. Be brave, this is the beginning of an internal liberation." The lost friendship was/is an illusion and I did cling to it thinking it was what it wasn't/isn't. Dissolve away.
I love the Balance card. So gorgeous. Earlier today I found a wonderful hour long guided meditation on YouTube and the plan is to work with that tonight. Exactly what I need.
I love these cards.